Mon Etoile du Milieu

" As i walk forward in my so called life... I always try to embrace all the oppurtunities that life has been sharing with with me in good faith..I may be stumble down, but I always believe.."



And now, I am walking with you, I hope that there will be a never ending road for us...sharing the beauty & surprises of life that we both witnessed has always been amazing..



Those beautiful blue & green that always looks through mine, captures my heart everyday...You're sharing me a delightful experience in life to ease up the woes i have..sometimes, we may have little troubles but they always never last...

Because you're the best and I am glad to have your love..bibi ko "

Je suis ici Mon Mathy...

The sun is far away shining on top of the dark clouds...

Ans I can only feel the water from my eyes when I am looking at it..

I just stay inside as the rain makes me feel colder..

I am so weak while waiting for the sun...

I want to dance with you under the rain, but i need you to teach me...

I've lost that knowledge. But I feel you as far as the sun...

I feel like standing on the ice cube baby...I can only go up when it rains... But I am cold, and I want the sun...

However...if the sun comes, I still feel like drowning as much as I go up before..

I need to run away...you are the only one I know

that can help out of that ice...


(I remember all these words from you...our relationship struggled as we didnt had freedom of speech before...)

Musa

Musa is a she, she was once a he

im not sure now..she can be "it" . We met in 2003, and i kept her in my closet till 2006 ~~ from then, she's a free moose..
She've traveled into some beautiful places,met amazing people, witness a lotta unforgetable events.
(wedding, parties, special holidays, etc.)
She loves rides, bus rides, plane rides,
boat rides, ship, bike and shoulder rides.

She met a lotta friends, human and not
human..and there's lotta things i love about Musa ==~~

My travel buddy and a good listener.
Doesn't complain,in all things never!
Talkative and smart :-)
Friendly and brown
Loves culture, nature, people, music & life
Loves cheese like me, doesn t matter
what kinda cheese, she'll eat it.

Sweet Escape ==~~

With the continuation of my blog below..here comes the great story..not sure if its great, but that's what ive mentioned below and I had a great time anyway.. :-)
Yep, i was able to visit some island, met-up and spent time with old friends,newly found ones and just new found ones, also after finalizingwith my Plan A, over Plan B. C & D..choosing my first holiday for the month of April, turned out to be a blast one.

First, I was glad to jam with Mang Dado, the very accomodating father of mine in Aklan always gives me this warm welcome and also his wife.
I have 1 backpack with me, packed of beach clothes..but i only used38% of it...nice no? I wont do it again..

In short,I got a space to snooze,booze to get drunk..green nature to take me high up and touch the sky..or just being a beach bum..also,friends to have a blast with, friends to play music with, beach bed to lay my body and order shake,pinacolada, daquiri, margarita, beer, rhum, (ok enuff,but theres more..)parties to enjoy life, beach to get wet and play "don t drown me!!!and witness the sunset,& also,welcome the sunrise...with a bang,and you just can hear people screaming ..at 5h30Am.. "Hey, they're trying to making babies!!!" at sabi nga ng new found friend ko.. C est La Vie ..sagot ko..oo, Maganda ang buhay..sabay ngiti..hehe

All I wanna say is....

So Far so good, that s all I wanna say....hope to see a nice beautiful island in the long run..so i'll be back soon with a great story.... C est La vie...

Life is Wonderful

Just to get rid of some strange feelings sometimes us people do strange things that were not aware of.

Of course we wanted to get away with it..like my friend told me:

“There is nothing worse than feeling depressed and using substances to mask that feeling. You only end up hurting yourself more in the end.”

I’ll start traveling again tomorrow, this time: Singapore>>Australia>>>Malaysia>>>Philippines>>>Palawan, then hopefully…

So on and so forth…>>>>>

Let’s see, if these shitty things won’t go away..

We do a lotta stupid things sometimes, again not aware, why we do it…because we’re just human…(some people say, or C est la vie)

Oui, life is like that…like a wheel…

“People say I’m crazy doing what I’m doing

Well they give me all kinds of warnings to save me from ruin

When I say that I’m o.k. well they look at me kind of strange

Surely you’re not happy now you no longer play the game

People say I’m lazy dreaming my life away

Well they give me all kinds of advice designed to enlighten me

I’m just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round

I really love to watch them roll…”

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Im like a wheel maybe…I keep on walking….

The road is long and I wont stop walking…

I m not looking for answers….

I just had to let it go….

I know, I am guided..

Mga Salita & Musika

What’s the story morning coffee? I’ve sat down with couple of friends and foes talking about life, past present, and future. I’ve write down short poetry and stories about some people I’ve met and crossed in my so called lazy, crazy, poignant, fun life…





I’ve created music for different people close to my heart and they never heard of it, except for this one beautiful hearted person, Bords… if ever you read this hun,, yah I sang you a song with a guitar on one of your birthdays…I;ve dedicated tons of songs to some famous people in my life…some of them are being misled of some things they found out, learned, discovered about me, but of course talking it over is the best cure for whatever miasma people carrying inside their head. But for me, music in one of my source of expressing what I feel.. if you can’t say it..sing it..or by creating a music.. guitar. Flute, piano..percussions…humming…or in whatever ways that will help you express it…

Yah, I am aware that women are different from men.. and most women,.. you oftenly find ‘em lost in space.. there’s a lot of wasted friendship, wasted love story because two people or 1 of them doesn’t open their ears, their heart or maybe, it could be.. sometimes I don’t know…and I know that being a woman is not an excuse if you don’t know what to say…now..im being such a woman again… now I don’t know what to say…im just like a flower waiting to bloom…

ok… I wish I could play this music for you soon…with a piano…guitar, flute, percs..…lead us..to walk forward, move on..and don t just be in silence…
Well., to all my friends, missing ones, newly found..old, lost…and to be…and you, you and you… cheers!!! See you when I come back….

Music for this blog: http://www.box.net/index.php?rm=box_mp3_player_run&id=f_359805720&name=Madness%20-%20It%20Must%20Be%20Love%282%29.mp3&myfiles=1